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Awkwardly Masculine

by JJ Wong

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1.
the cinders from your eyes from the train up ahead these rocky mountain riders won't hear what you said i don't have friends in this state anymore just old furniture i'm trying just to keep the pebbles in your eyes and the sound of the stream i used to hear echos now i have to believe the ripple of your body once it moved through me baseball cards in my spokes that the wind can't keep and you say it's for the best boy did you forget your vest you left no suitcase by my bed and snowprints by the door
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you didn't clean the vomit from your bed i didn't say the things i wish i would have said so i stare out at the party, my head (aslant askew) praying to god that someone would pull me out of that room i wanted to pull i wanted to pull you right out of that room where we can suspend awkward realities right on the balcony for a little while a battered clock on high staring me down in a fast food basket of girl's in a crowd i never knew the same old things but cars were screaming i dont think they sing and i still don't know the same old things but cars were screaming i dont think they sing and i didnt care about the open door just lay there and stare up from the floor and i still don't know what to say and i still don't know the right way to make someone stay
3.
korean prayer in a parking lot this only happens outside of walmart and i know who you don't wanna be a coat of colors and a silk corsage suburban queen with some devil talk a jesting pilate sifting idle screams hardly know what i did last night a red mark and no sign of daylight rosetta stones balancing at my feet nothing here no it don't sound right shifting positions on my double sight bite my lips cos i don't know how to speak
4.
Whenever you come to life again I’ll be holding in your room Another American night Spent chasing after you Scout’s Honor, we still love you Whenever you come to life again I'll still be your friend You were rollin from the pavement to the grass While Ben and I, we held you like a patch We earn our stripes We own our friendships A mountain side Bleeding heart badges A clangin' symbol Smoke signal camisado My action's fickle My brain it feigns bravado
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Economy 04:45
It’s plain to see it’s our economy Blowing like chaff in the wind If you and me could find it in our personalities Maybe we don’t have to do this Well I’ve been here quite a few times And I know this sounds pretty bad But I’ve danced to the rodeo chimes And each time I sound pretty mad I’m babbling, brook stabbing Took an army down to the Mississippi Estocato, through the bottle That I filled with salty seas It’s plain to see it’s our economy Blowing like chaff in the wind If you and me could find it in our personalities Maybe we don’t have to do this And I found out from a note from the past I wrote a couple days ago The only way I mustered up the mustard seeds to plant a hero And I’ve got a voice that cut all the charm right out of my mouth And I visit dinner parties and talked to everyone but you Cos’ you were upstairs with a lens flare Staring down a couple of French pairs And I wonder if I ever really quite fit in Cos’ a worldview’s something different when You pull down the medicine Sometimes when I feel this way, Canadian tents It’s like there’s only the two of us in this room It’s plain to see it’s our economy Blowing like chaff in the wind If you and me could find it in our personalities Maybe we don’t have to do this Your friends got high off a spliff outside my apartment So I compartmentalize everything that happened So when I ask you to hang out these nights (when are you gonna out) You don’t really love the quiet scenes But just look me in the eyes before you leave for good Are you gonna hang with me? It’s plain to see it’s our economy Blowing like chaff in the wind If you and me could find it in our personalities Maybe we don’t have to do this
6.
do you remember when? I stopped the spanish inquistion was it a work of fiction? you were quotin' Don Quixote I will wait for you to look me in the eye This is a conversation, I am ready to comply While you were sippin' on your white tea Lookin' off in the distance Your cat was knockin' stuff over I heard bubblewrap popping in the other room but it was just a friend next to a face with white shoes and when the summer ends you were leaving for the year to teach kids your good graces
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whittled white through the years.

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Made in a hermit week in Mama Wong's basement. Written in the summer of hooliganism and weird encounters. Thanks for listening!

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released November 28, 2016

JJ Wong: Guitar, Vox, Bass, Banjo, Keys, Shakers, Drums
Jason Rodriguez: Production
Eryn Ramsey: Vox
Mel Tow: Vox
Hunter Bohannan: Vox

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JJ Wong Malibu, California

Hoping that the words I write can find a home in your brain.

Made with love and a genuine sense of discomfort.

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