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Lausannois: Adult Optimism

by JJ Wong

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1.
I’ll say whatever you need For you to fall in love with me Cos’ you know I’m alone/I feel it in my bones Lakeside skippin’ stones aground I fucked up, I’m pulled at the seams Left me naked, tied a string around my knees Cos’ I love you At least I think I do So I list out my good deeds Pray to God oh what should I need And I get selfish/I ask for opportunity Cos’ I can’t pull that trigger again And when I sit in your front seat Stare out the window with my telescope read I don’t have a car/not where we are And I don’t see the point No Marlboro teeth but it’s kinda hard to breathe Haven’t felt like this in a year or three Intuit stutters/try to find a reason To chase someone much better than me A clanging symbol Smoke signal camisado My actions fickle My brain it feigns bravado
2.
Kitsune 01:44
Kitsune, you’re needed all the time Consume me, I wish I could walk the line Kitsune, you’re needed all the time I watched you try to buy Takis at the counter with a smirk I had a wordpress in my brain, hoping I don’t lose this feeling Kitsune, you’re needed at the end Can we be less practical friends? Kitsune, I’d like an honest livin’ again Kitsune, you’re needed all the time Consume me, I wish I could walk the line Kitsune, you’re needed all the time
3.
I wish I had the confidence of a drunk white frat star Financial excess to crash my second car I wish I didn’t know so much about Wu Zhen and the yinmin I’m just a southward facing old man hoping for nobler times again I spent the summer Flipping through pages Meeting my cousins Kissing Koreans Realize that I’m deeply boring Got cigarette burns on both of my eyelids The air’s a little quiet, creeping and violent I’m just a tad too little of a heartbreak to keep on trying I spent the summer Flipping through pages Meeting my cousins Kissing Koreans I spent the summer Running through mazes Skipping life stages Kissing Koreans Common male frustration says it’s not okay To say what I’ve been thinking from day to day Cos’ you wear that same old flannel in the best way And I miss you when I’m in my parent state Cos’ we don’t talk much anymore cos’ I’m no chase And I’m a hoarder with a habit that just won’t break And I’m sick enough Well I’m stickin’ up I want the confidence of a drunk white frat star
4.
This many names for snow How was I to know? How many miles to go I’m begging just to blow Be it in candle shops and corner stops and Colorado countertops In mini-market maxi pads and canisters of succotash From Amoco’s to Idaho’s and seldom in between The road often less traveled is a burden and a beam This many names for snow How was I to know? How many miles to go I’m begging just to blow You come a’ running, guns a’ blazing, staccato spurts I, another engine said “I’ll get out the way” Construction paper cut hearts, two twin scissor kids We clip passages from both testaments This many names for snow How was I to know? How many miles to go Whistling just to blow Only so many words for love Cost of two ticket stubs A destiny for doves To leave when push comes shove You come a’ running, guns a’ blazing, staccato spurts I, another engine said “I’ll get out the way” Construction paper cut hearts, two twin scissor kids We clip passages from both testaments
5.
I don’t wanna be the guy that smokes pot everyday I wanna learn from psychedelics up until I don’t learn no more People say that I’m quite liberal with my use of life But I’m on the underside of rocks double triple bundled up Reading AMA’s of bands I feel connected to Talking ‘bout that Berger book I cannot afford I wanna be a pine tree, you can be my bamboo hopefully She can be the plum that I half-text when I’m all drunk I’m happy when you’re uppin’ at the moon with me In a way it feel revelatory Is this what friends should do? Do I wear my mask? Hide the leprosy So stick your neck out Don’t twist your neck off And put your hands up and say anything else to me Dead humbled by the bricks in the wall that I’ve pulled out Well maybe I should go out more, stick a limb or two in the spout Let me get sore every once in awhile Cutting fingerprints, realize I’m not interested Bite the inner meat of my right index finger swingin’ Realize I’m not intricate So stick your wrists out Don’t twist your neck off And put your hands up and say anything else to me Stared right, a hard right down at the floor Caught the frames of a couple feet, trouncing at the top Now realizing I should try to be better Realizing I should try to be better You might fade away like the dust of the day And holding my hand could be another mistake But the look on my face from the dust of the day Run to my band, mix the rain with the clay You fade away like the dust of the day And holding your hand is just another mistake But if I don’t square it up, let my knee get a scrape Will I ever get a letter next to these double J’s? I still appreciate you
6.
Begin Again 04:12
Cos’ I can stay for a while if I feel the impulse from you But eyes in all directions but our own Passively regressing to child bones Cos’ I can stay for a while if I feel the impulse from you Cos’ I used to pray to God for a sign of life Look me in the eyes, would we be practical? Cos’ I can stay for a while if I feel the impulse from you Cos’ I used to kill it off in my mind Stickin’ fruit snacks between the toes of things time left behind Cos’ I can stay for a while if I feel the impulse from you I need something to begin again
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about

A collection of songs written and recorded in the first 3 weeks of April 2016. An attempt to explain a year and hopefully an encouragement to whoever may need it.

you ever need anything, lemme know.

there may or may not be a hidden track if you download this bad boy in its entirety.

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released June 16, 2016

JJ Wong: lyrics, guitar, bass, drums, vox, production, sitting in underwear being contemplative, album artwork
Jason Rodriguez: Mastering
Matt Decaro: Moral Support
Shannon Graves: Album Artwork
Friends: inspiration, ambient noise on track 4

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JJ Wong Malibu, California

Hoping that the words I write can find a home in your brain.

Made with love and a genuine sense of discomfort.

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